Tuesday, April 8, 2008

day two disasters

only day two....mother picks me up from art (and i had just had a very frustrating experience with charcoal) and comment on how i havent had a large meal in a few days. duh. its called weight loss mother...thats the goal. so she drive me to panera and makes me eat half a sandwich and a cup of soup. i ate a small apple right after to try and force the gunk through my body quickly. i feel gross now. the sandwich was whole grain bread, cucumbers, tomoatoes, hummus, and red peppers and the soup tomatoe. so it wasnt so bad but the bread and soup was not raw. very frustrating. i think i will just keep pressing forward pretend it never happened. other wise ive eaten one banana, one apple and one orange. probably apple later for dinner.

gahhhhh. oh well tomorrow i will run very very far to get rid of the toxins she forced on me.

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