sigh

went about a week on fruit/veggies fast. good for droppign water weight. but i couldnt run b/c i got light headed a lot.

added back in whole grain carbs. now at 1500 cals a day.

down to 143 :) after cardio so that includes bloating from workign out :) huzzah.

so im down 7lbs in less than two weeks? most of thats water, but thats gotta be at least 2 lbs or body mass!

day two disasters

only day two....mother picks me up from art (and i had just had a very frustrating experience with charcoal) and comment on how i havent had a large meal in a few days. duh. its called weight loss mother...thats the goal. so she drive me to panera and makes me eat half a sandwich and a cup of soup. i ate a small apple right after to try and force the gunk through my body quickly. i feel gross now. the sandwich was whole grain bread, cucumbers, tomoatoes, hummus, and red peppers and the soup tomatoe. so it wasnt so bad but the bread and soup was not raw. very frustrating. i think i will just keep pressing forward pretend it never happened. other wise ive eaten one banana, one apple and one orange. probably apple later for dinner.

gahhhhh. oh well tomorrow i will run very very far to get rid of the toxins she forced on me.

Pears and Clouds

So today marks my first day of my raw vegan diet. Im going to basically finish out the month this way aiming for 21 days raw. Im not sure how running is going to go, i usually eat bread and cereal after i run so im going to wait till my next day off and go for a long slow run, that way i can sleep after since im sure i will need the sleep.

Today I ate: one orange, two apples, one pear and i think i will have two apples and an orange later tonight.

I bought another pineapple so it can rippen up for me, and i bought some delish-us pears today :) I also picked up the latest life and style which featured gorgeous pictures of hollywoods thinnest ladies. Lately i htink heidi montag has my favorite body.

Anywya i expect to start posting daily, as i think the best way to make it throught this diet will be to take it one happy day at a time :) i am meeting jilly for lunch on friday which has me anxious as she is a very suspious little girl, and is very critical of my eating habits. she tends to liek to feed me :/ i htink i will buy a salad and some fruit b4 she arrives so she has no reason to be pushy :)

in lvoe news, nothign really as of right now everyone has broken ties with me.. but that leaves me room to art and food and running. either i am jsut simply happier alone, or i am starting to feel light because of my fruit. haha either way i am enjoying life, and this feeling alone is cause to stay on my diet.

i am not perfect now, but i did everythign in my power today to become closer to perfect. :)

eat more fruit and veggies :) you will be glad you did.