So with out further explanation

i fell off the wagon. its the lifting, im no good at it and its no good for me. im back to just pure unrestrained running. so far no results, but ive only been at it about a week and a half. some weight fluxuation but today i was right back at 150lbs. i am so unhapy at 'this weightm i dont see how if i keep running so much (at least 5 miles a day). plus im keepign the protein lower, so that i start to burn off muscle too.) im sick of being a big muscular girl and i think training for and focusing on a maratho is the ticket to getting the body i want. i would love to be tiny and very lean liek paula radcliffe... id love to be able to run like paula! so for now im running 6 days a week and eating low calorie carbs liek fruits and veggies and whole grains. some lean protein and healthy fats. ahh. im supposed to weight 137lbs in three weeks... lets see if i can make that goal :)